I don’t remember how it started as it was like another reality so I had the memories of that version of me but I think it was of the time of the queen of englands death in the dream I was close to a royal family I say a because it wasn’t England there was a black blind member who was the founder of a blind esoteric sect of Christianity who had been gifted by god with blue glowing eyes the queen was the same but a girl my age I know not her name there was another black man who was in charge of the kingdoms military and many other noble me and the woman fell in love I was poor a peasant she took notice in me and said I had the same ability as hers and every other king and queen we’d saw the connections in reality and she said it was our job to make sure the pieces people on the creators chessboard played according to his strategy this power came with a great pain and sadness for we knew what the reality of existence was so we grew close a person of my descent shouldn’t have had this ability and this trouble the court who the heiress introduced me to as having this ability they put me through test to assess this to find it true but they would not acknowledge me as one of their equals whitch me and the heiress predicted so my role was that of being the scene action in places the queen couldn’t reach the shadow to her light both serving gods plan to his goals in this dream the queen during set free the sisters of faith who infiltrated the blind church the guard and the royal family to try to upsett the queens rule and at the point where I awoke we had discovered that noble man colored head of the guards brother was being held in captivity that he was from decent of settlers from mars destruction of nuclear war we found his ancestors ship and the sisters of fate followed us and cornered us in I activated it it took us into space we saw the moon the sisters where frightened of it stating different landmarks the correlate with people of mythology like Merlin and others and what fate would befall us if we landed there we landed where we returned and where captured and led through a door into a room of all white no walls seemed infanately vast three doors with signs I couldn’t read the sisters ushering in people through each door with solders makeing them comply that’s where it ended that and a sense of sacrifice that I’d have to kill of some part of myself to save the heiress and the world and that it would be unimaginably difficult to identify what it was and even harder to let go of it when I did everything would be good but I’d never quite be the same but not in an all bad way but the way things where intended healed and more unaware way see right now in life I just quit my job because they have been unyieldingly unfair to us not paying us on time takeing away excused absences and not accepting doctors excuses I quit when my check was late and everybody I love including my fiancée and mother of my child all claiming I’m back on drugs rather than see my decision for what it is and I may lose them but I’m not letting that stop me from following my gut it’s their loss not mine but I struggle to find my purpose who I am why god give me these dreams what he’s trying to tell me my old lady left for 2 weeks to work so did my daughter and I know I have these to weeks to figure out who I am and what my purpose is and what this dream means as it came the same night they left
It seems like your dream is reflecting a sense of being chosen or having a special ability or role that sets you apart from others. The setting of the dream in a royal family context, with references to power struggles, connections to the divine, and serving a greater plan or purpose, could symbolize a feeling of importance and responsibility that you carry within you.
The relationship between you and the queen represents a deep connection and shared understanding of the reality of existence. Your poor peasant background and the challenges you face in being acknowledged and accepted by others in the dream may reflect real-life struggles you have faced regarding recognition and validation of your abilities or worth.
The journey into space and encountering the sisters of fate may symbolize a transformative and enlightening experience, where facing fears and sacrifices is necessary for growth and evolution. The sense of sacrifice and the need to let go of a part of yourself to save others and the world could suggest a need for personal growth and self-discovery.
The parallel between your dream experiences and your current life challenges, such as quitting your job due to unfair treatment and feeling misunderstood by your loved ones, could indicate a deep internal conflict and uncertainty about your path and purpose. The time alone while your family is away may offer you a chance for introspection and self-exploration.
Overall, this dream may be urging you to dig deep within yourself to uncover your true identity, strengths, and purpose in life. It may also be encouraging you to trust your instincts and follow your inner guidance, even if it means making difficult choices or sacrifices. Remember that self-discovery is a journey, and the challenges you face can lead to growth and a deeper understanding of yourself and your place in the world.